Break

I know I was suppose to post pictures from Sunday about my desk but I forgot and was busy all week. Thursday was my birthday, I turned 18. I'm getting old. I had a great birthday despite being at school where there's barely anything to do. But I did enjoy, my godsister took me out to Olive Garden & to the movies. Hopefully Thanksgiving break when I go home I can continue celebrating and do some other things. I stated in a earlier post that I was making a list of change and things to do for when I turn 18 & I did. I also been just thinking about life and my goals. Even though I said I changed my mind about leaving school, I'm still having thoughts about it. Most likely I will stay, for how long? I can't even tell you. I'm just going to go and see what happens next May. I do want to transfer though. I'm in Virginia, and not Northern Virginia, the South (country) in the middle of nowhere. Yea there's a lot of food places and some other stuff but it feels like I'm secluded from the world, lol, I know that sounds strange but I grew up in the DMV, I stayed in the suburbs but very close to the city so this different and all though it's not that bad I rather be somewhere I can start achieving goals. Everything is so far from here, and I know I'm here for school but I also want to explore and start doing what I love. The schools I'm looking at is in Virginia (North, near D.C) George Mason University, Temple ( Philadelphia) and NYC ( Fordham University). I'm still deciding on a couple of others but those are top of the list. I've also had a very weird day, it was just 'blah'. I'm honestly fed up sometimes with the internet. People and how they act on it like there some god, and just wack people trying to create some false image of who they are, and sometimes being to connected to it. I don't want to feel attach to these social networks anymore. I love my blog but as you can see its not really how I want it right now. I don't like when things are not to my expectations and this is not. All day I've been thinking about taking a break from everything. From twitter, tumblr, and this blog. I barely get on facebook like that anyways so that's why I didn't include it. I just want to be free. Just want to focus on other things, get my mind right. Also work on the list I made, which I will probably post later when I'm actually doing it. I don't know for how long. No later than January 1st probably. I'm not saying I will never be on Twitter again until then but its going to be limited, with tumblr too. Sadly to say this blog too. Until I get things in order, start fresh and fix it up. Just bring better content. The one reason also is because I don't have a camera yet. I asked for the Nikon D5000 for Christmas, I really want to be a videographer and thats going to help my start. Besides, I want to take great pictures for this blog and I can't cause the camera I have now cause it sucks. Hopefully I do get it Christmas so I can come back and really improve this blog, and attract more people to be interested in it. I don't know how many people actually visits this blog or look at it but I'm just trying to make it more enjoyable to you'll and myself. Then I'm also going to work on my consistency. I know I'm busy sometimes but it doesn't hurt to take a few minutes and show love to my blog. I may update a couple of times while I'm on this little 'hiatus'. With tumblr and twitter too, but I'm not going to be on it as much. I just need some time. I'm not sure when I'm going to start this but probably in the upcoming week. This is my Tumblr & Twitter if you want to check those out. I'll probably update Tumblr a little more than the rest but I don't how much. Until the next post, Peace & Love.