Change

So it's like 2:30 in the morning but I felt it was necessary to blog at this time. Need to write some things. Well lately I notice how I'm not really liking the content of my blog. In the beginning I stated I was going to do some personal blogging about my life and stuff, but as I look at my blog I really don't see that. But starting today (since it is technically friday) I'm going to start doing more of that. I'm also going to take more time out and write more sincere post and ideas on my mind. I haven't been really putting good effort into this and I apologize. I really wanted a blog just to express myself, and give people a glimpse of my life. I really need to be more dedicated to this, and I will. Recently I haven't been doing much just waiting for work to start which is Monday. but I'm still hoping I can get another job more interesting in this two day span, lol, i know it sounds silly but I just want to work in a place where its focus on more of what I want to do. But as I've been relaxing I also have been thinking a lot. Theres some stuff I want to get done this summer and just about my life and how I need to take a different approach on it. I'm a really relax type of girl which I love about myself, but I'm also shy. Now I kind of like that about me but I kind of don't. I want to be able to be more communicable when it comes to people, not always depending on them to talk to me first or something. In the field of business I want to be in its very important, and I need to start now so I can get accustom. Also I want to start working out again, I started in February and I kind of stop in April cause I got so busy. But I would love to get back on that, and also monitor what I eat. I don't want to call it a real full out diet, just more conscience of what I eat and try to eat more of whats good for me. There is some more stuff that I want to change and also get into but I will talk about that later. But really, I just want to enjoy my summer and just be care free but still caution. And also just bring good content to this blog. Well, its like 3 now and I'm getting sleepy typing so I'm going to end it here.

oh yea, and I'm trying to read more. I actually like reading so I've bought three books so far to get through this summer. This is the first one I'm reading. Pretty good so far, and I like Russell Simmons he's pretty funny and has good advice.

And this right here was my dinner. Salad and Jamaican style chicken wings. It was good. And if you couldn't tell thats my dora mug. Yes, I do love dora. And yes, I am 17.